Almost 27 geezerhood ago, my "house of cards" started to fall, and like-minded any confirmed intoxicant/addict I started scrambling, on the lookout man for distance in which to disengage myself from the hash that I titled my existence. This time was different; I was faint and careworn of man unhealed and fatigued. This instance I contained at a deep horizontal that I had to amend.
With the 12 Steps of Alcoholics Anonymous, abundant meetings (sometimes 3 per day), a sponsor, and the society who construct it their enterprise to human action antiseptic and sober, I bookish a new way of breathing existence on LIFE'S jargon. I followed the "suggestions" of the Program. One of which was to insight a "higher strength."
I was a "cradle Catholic." There was no method of searching for a greater vigour in my divine inheritance that I knew of. There was no SEARCHING, spell. One did not dig out. One believed without examine. Growing up, I questioned a lot and as a result, was rebuked for my impudence. I believed in a "Creator" but had no deduction in incorporated religion, nor belief in its natural assessment. Yet, intuitively I realized that I suffered from a deep spirit sickness, and knew reflective within my middle that my bond beside a "power greater than myself" was increasingly intact, albeit weakened and inundated.
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Scott Peck, critic of "The Road Less Traveled," aforesaid (at Nazareth College in Rochester, NY.) that not since Ignatius of Loyola's Spiritual Exercises had thing come in somebody to a divinely addicted action of decent human to one's God or Higher Power than the 12 Steps of Alcoholics Anonymous. As Fellowship members say, "The Steps are printed in instruct." When taken, or "worked," from Step 1 to Step 12 (which sometimes takes geezerhood) the consequence is, what I would call, "enlightenment." If intellectual capacity myself, acknowledging and fondness on a "power greater than myself," enumerating my merits and shortcomings, devising redress when allegeable and wherever necessary, and situation the sacred aim of ever engaged these 12 Steps in my existence to the best possible of my fitness IS enlightenment, next I have been introduced to enlightenment! I say, "introduced," because it is a lifelong commitment to conversion.
Bill Wilson, (one of AA's founders), and the scholar/theologian William James some believed that a "spiritual awakening" is needed (for alcoholics and addicts) for revision. It is not simply a situation of putting feathers the vessel or drug, nor is it simply seeing a psychiatrist, and it indeed does not depend on high-ranking intelligence! Restoring oneself in any of these ways is admirable, but as Bill Wilson says in AA literature, we all cognize exceptionally classy or ceremonial those who have "thought themselves" into the humourless. What is sought is "a profound self-image tuning."
So it is the spirituality link, awakening to our linkage with a complex power, that appears to be the key. My own search, and the searches of many an sick alcoholics/addicts, took me on a expedition of supernatural recognition that is ever changing. It is so exhilarating and enjoyable that I shall always be exploring! This is not a "religious" search, nor is AA a sacred shop. One's religious same is of preponderant importance; your theological virtue is your own company. AA is not related to with any outer group, be it spiritual nor terrestrial. AA has been verified to trade where another programs do not, be they 100% religious, or 100% secular. AA teaches us how to live existence on life's terms: mentally, actually and spiritually!
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On February 1, 2007, I will honour 27 eld bathe and sober. This certainty is truly lonesome all important to me and keenly to the newcomers who despairingly believe their lives are finished as they go to their premier AA meeting!
I can beyond doubt support them, "If I can do it, you can do it!"
This is how it's done, one day at a example.
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